My Miracle Healing!
My Miracle Healing!
For 13 1/2 years I suffered with many chronic pain disorders. The last neurologist I
saw said I had Multiple Sclerosis. However the test to confirm that never was done
because my husband did not want me to suffer with one more test. He asked the
doctor if there was anything they could do to help me if the test were positive. The
Doctor said no, the diagnosis would neither help nor change anything. So my husband
said it made no difference what I had, putting a name on it wouldn't make it any better,
only Abba Father could help me. Putting that name on the sickness could even cause
me to be denied insurance as a friend of his had that happen to his wife and she
eventually died.
The things that I had been diagnosed with were: RSD (reflex sympathetic dystrophy)
Hip and lower back pain Duodenal Ulcer, Interstitial Cystitis and Spastic Colon
Chronic Fatigue & Fibromyalgia Foot & Sternum Pain Arthritis (of the spine) Muscle
atrophy TMJ, Migraines & Trigeminal Neuralgia Poor eyesight and double vision Food
Allergies and Environmental Illness Rosacea & Acne Heart Problems (mitral valve
prolapse) Everything hurt me, from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. Walking
on concrete was like walking on nails. Wearing shoes was so painful, wearing clothes
was painful, lying down was excruciating, standing up was worse, sitting down was
unbearable. Walking with a cane hurt my hand and arm so bad and riding in a
wheelchair was worse as it made my hips and back and legs hurt. I could not walk for
longer than 5 minutes and standing still was like standing on a bed of nails. Looking
down hurt my neck which resulted in it being very difficult to do the things I loved,
reading, sewing, and playing my guitar. Even holding a piece of paper for more than 5
minutes was just excruciating for me.
All I could do is lie on an egg crate mattress and watch religious television and wait for
the day someone, ANYONE would have a word of healing for me. I really just needed
a whole new body and I used to ask the Father for that very thing daily.
I had two of the most painful neurological disorders and the third I probably had was
Multiple Sclerosis along with ten other serious chronic pain disorders.
My husband carried me many times when I couldn't go another step. He stood beside
me and cared for me through it all! He bought expensive special shoes and orthotics
trying to help me. He even bought a car for me that I could adjust the seat to a position
to take pressure off of my hips and controls on the steering wheel so I could drive
without touching my sensitive feet to the pedals unless it was necessary. Even if the
air from a fan or a cold air conditioner touched my feet it was excruciatingly painful for
me. My husband took me to healing meetings and prayed for me again and again
believing for my healing. He learned to rub my feet to bring circulation back to them as
my toes were blue and one toe was frozen up where it didn't move. Whatever the
need be, he was there to take care of me! Without his loving support and care and the
love of my Abba Father I don't think I would be here today. It was difficult to accept
help from anyone as I didn't want to be dependant upon anyone. I was stubborn and
even at times didn't want my husbands help. I realized through this ordeal that
Renalee needed to die to a lot of pride and stubbornness. The enemy meant all of this
for the bad but YHWH used it for His good. It was to bring me to a place that I could
find truth, be free, and serve YHWH with my whole heart. I realize now that sin and
disobedience brings sickness into our lives. It isn't a very popular thing to say as
people including myself don't want to hear it. We were healed by Yahshua's stripes
2,000 years ago. But if we don't repent of our sins or we continue to walk in
disobedience it brings sickness. Look at how many times disobedience brought
plagues on the children of Israel and it was only through the repentance and
intervention in prayer of Moses that the plagues were stopped.
It is YHWH's will that we all prosper and be in good health but only as our soul
Unfortunately today we accept sickness without questioning where we may have
opened the door. Yahshua has paid for our sins and sicknesses and delivered us from
all spirits of infirmity by the giving of Himself to pay for our sins. But unless we repent,
which is to turn away from sin and cry out to Yahuah for forgiveness in the name of
His son Yahshua, we are not walking in the provision of healing and salvation He
came to bring us. We'll fight off sin and trust Yahshua for our salvation, but we
welcome sickness in the door the minute it shows up. We immediately confess that we
are sick or in pain. Just like the spies that went into the land, we give a bad report and
end up wandering in the desert of transgression and infirmity for 40 years. Where are
the Joshua‟s that proclaim a good report? The ones who joyfully proclaim: “Yes there
are giants in the land, but our Mighty YHWH can destroy them. He will fight the battle
for us”. I use this spelling of YHWH's name as it is the way it was originally spelled in
the Bible. The words God and Adonai and Lord replaced His name to protect it from
being profaned. However in the act of protection, it was actually lost and we began to
call him God as if that was His name. It would be like you called me “singer” instead of
Renalee. There is power in His name and we best know what it is. Psalms 91 says
our protection comes "Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver
him; I will set him on high, because he has known My name. 15 He shall call upon Me,
and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him and honor him. 16
With long life I will satisfy him, and show him My salvation." His name is YHWH, I call
Him Yahuah (Yah- oo- wah) but I continue to spell out the name so you can say it in
the way you are comfortable as Yahweh or yod hey vav hey, which is the way you say
the letters of His name.
We must get our confession and thinking right. The giants of sickness and sin look
huge to our eyes when we look at them with worldly vision. But when we realize that
YHWH's footstool is the Earth and the Universe is His tent, we catch the vision of truth
and those giants begin to pale in stature, to our awesome Mighty YHWH. Choose life
and the blessing through our salvation, Yahshua. The meaning of the Sons name is
“Yah saves” and this is how that name would be spelled, instead of Jesus which has
no literal meaning. So I choose to use the name Yah-shua (Yah saves). You may
choose what you wish to call Him, this is just the name I have become comfortable
with after studying the Word and knowing my Abba Father for 35 plus years.
Trust me I had to fight for my healing because it had taken up residence in me. I let it
in the door, confessed it daily, and believed in it. The pain was real to me, even more
real than the truth I thought I knew.
I served Yahshua the best I could. I still prayed almost everyday. When I was stuck in
bed, when I couldn't sleep because the pain was so unbearable, I'd tell the adversary
he'd be sorry for putting me there because I was going to lay there and pray.
Intercession went forth but not repentance. I didn't believe that I had done this to
myself; I blamed it on the adversary. I couldn't understand why Yahshua didn't heal
me. I didn't realize that I myself opened the door to this sickness by disobedience and
a bad report and putting my faith in the word curses that the doctors spoke over me. I
did believe Yahshua could heal me, the problem was I believed in the indoctrination I
had been taught, that when it was His will, I would be healed. The truth was, it WAS
His will, that is why He died for me and took stripes on His back. It was up to me to
line up with the word and choose life. One day while lying on the couch, as usual, and
I saw a program on a TV show where someone's Dad was supposed to die in 1 month
with cancer. Someone told him about receiving healing by taking communion, so he
began to take it everyday and he was healed! I'm sure a pastor wouldn't take
communion without repenting first because they go hand in hand. You should not take
it unworthily is what Paul said.
I said to myself, "I can do that". But I asked Yahshua if it would be a ritual for me to do
that everyday. He spoke to me and said, "as long as there is a revelation happening
each time I took it, it would not be a ritual." So each day it was fresh to me. A new way
to recognize Yahshua as my peace, savior, healer, and provider, and it brought
repentance. I knew to not take the body and the blood unworthily so each time I asked
forgiveness of my sins. In studying the Word I found that He said as oft as you do it,
do it in remembrance of me. I would pray to Yahshua “I remember that you died for me
and took my sins on yourself. I repent and recognize that all have sinned and come
short of the glory. I recognize who you are and what you've done for me and I thank
you that I am healed.”
Then I found a real truth in that I was already healed by His stripes. So I would claim
my healing and proclaim that “my YHWH cannot lie and He says, I AM HEALED” as I
held up the cup of communion up to Him.
During this time I met some precious people who were missionaries and I went to one
of his teachings. He taught about how if we are to give sacrificially that it would have
to cost us something. In the book of Leviticus when someone brought an offering it
was very costly. The animals were their food and livelihood, and the frankincense
added to the offering was one of the most costly things on earth, and represented
praise worship and prayers of the people. It was more costly than gold due to its rarity
and it is more precious to YHWH than gold. So it truly cost them something to bring a
sacrifice to YHWH. The blood was a temporary covering for sin until Yahshua would
After I went to this man's teaching I had a dream. I was in a church with lots of people
and the teacher said that he needed someone to volunteer to pray 8 hours for one day
of the week. I sat there thinking “wow, who could do that?” I already prayed a couple
of hours a day and couldn't figure out what you would pray about for 8 hours. No one
in the room raised their hands and then Abba Father spoke to me and said “I want you
to do it.” I really didn't want to do it; it seemed too costly for me to give that much of my
time. I said Abba how can I do that? He said” remember what Andrew said? A sacrifice
always costs you something.” I realized that a true sacrifice to the Father isn‟t
something that comes easily, that's why it is called a sacrifice.
I woke up the next morning and decided that I would pray on Fridays before the
Sabbath. At first it was a long day for me but after a while it became a delight to be in
His presence. I found myself repenting for everything and everyone in all my
generations. I repented on my face before YHWH everyday, and then 8 hours at the
end of the week. It was a true sacrifice of praise as it was so painful to lie there in the
floor. Many times I would put pillows on the floor and lie before Him and repent for
every sin I could think of, even my parents and grandparents sins. As the Word says
that even to the third and fourth generation are the sins of the father passed down to
the children. At one point YHWH told me I had more faith in the sickness than in Him. I
cried out in repentance to Him and prayed for His mercy and forgiveness realizing this
was idolatry, as I was putting more faith in sickness than in Yahshua's sacrifice for my
sins and the stripes He took for my healing. Looking back now I see that my
confession of pain and sickness was a greater reality to me than that of YHWH's
healing power. The pain that I suffered literally overrode my thinking and every
function of my life. It was unbearable most times and just unlivable the rest of the time.
After about 3 months of communion and repentance, I had a dream. I DREAMED that
a man who represented healing came into a gymnasium full of people, where I and my
husband and daughter were. I was going over to tell him what was wrong with me and
was trying to get there before anyone else as I was so desperate to be healed. Before
I even got there he pointed at me and a white light, like lightening, came out of his
hand and hit me in the forehead. I fell in the floor and then began to fly around the
room above all the people's heads and laugh and praise YHWH. I don't know how
long it was before I came back to stand on the floor, but it was then that a prophecy
was given from YHWH. He said that I would have a healing ministry and so would my
daughter. END of DREAM.
When I woke up the next morning, to my amazement, I was healed of all the pain!!!!
There was no pain in my body! What a glorious day. It had been many years since I
didn't know pain at all times.
Suddenly I could pick up a 40 lb bag of dog food. I could walk any distance at the mall
without using a handicap sticker, a cane or a wheelchair. I could, to my joy, hold my
grandchildren, vacuum, hike, sit for hours, travel, and eat ice cream and pizza. Here in
a dream, of all places, I had gotten the new body I had, for so many years, prayed for.
My husband's prayers were answered along with all of my family and friends. Thanks
be to YHWH, all glory and honor to Him. It was soooo wonderful to be free!!!!!! I
wanted to go to the doctor and get the two, 12 inch thick medical charts that had been
split twice so he could carry them, to have their final entry!!! A miracle had
happened!!! I wanted it written in black and white to glorify my Yahshua. My doctor is
a powerful man of faith, so I knew he would rejoice with me, and not think I had gone
crazy. As I was driving down the road going to my appointment I was thinking about
my testimony and what I would say to the doctor. Let's see, I had begun by repenting
and then taking communion and then I had the dream……. I was interrupted by
YHWH's voice that was so loud and frightening I slammed on my brakes and almost
stopped my car as I drove around this huge curve. He said "No, your healing began
when you began to keep The Sabbath. You kept my covenant of the Sabbath so I
honored your covenant of communion." I began to weep and praise my Abba Father
as the whole thing became evident to me. All the pieces began to come together and
at last I could understand all the things that had happened in my life throughout the
A few months before the truth of repentance and the revelation of communion had
been shown to me; I had felt so convicted about keeping the Sabbath according to
Isaiah 58:13-14. It says that, as we hold back our foot on the Sabbath (Saturday) from
pursuing our own interests on His Holy day; if we call Shabbat (Sabbath) a delight,
YHWH's holy day worth honoring; and then honor it by not doing our usual things or
pursuing our own interests or even talking about them. Then we will find delight in
YHWH. And he will make us ride on the heights and feed us with our heritage from
Jacob (Ya'acov) for YHWH's mouth has said it.
There are four blessings in Isaiah 58 promised to a Sabbath keeper.
#1 You will find your joy in YHWH:
Isaiah 58:14 When we” DELIGHT” in entering into YHWH's Holy day to be with Him
and rest in His covenant and be obedient to Him, there is a real joy that comes to your
spirit. It is the joy of YHWH and is only present when it is your delight to be with Him in
full covenant, rather than just going through the motions because you feel it is
traditionally necessary. He doesn't want our sacrifices he wants our heart. I had been
going to a Sabbath keeping church for 2 years but would leave the meeting on
Sabbath and go to the store. I had truth but it wasn't written in my heart nor was I
implementing it in my life. I lacked the delight in YHWH and His truth.
#2 You will have spiritual authority to declare the Kingdom of Heaven.
Is.58:7"YHWH will cause your enemies attacking you to be defeated before you; they
will advance on you one way and flee before you seven ways….13 YHWH will make
you the head and not the tail; and you will be only above, never below - if you will
listen to, observe and obey the commands of YHWH your God.
Luke 10:17- 20 “Then the seventy returned WITH JOY, saying, "Yahshua, even the
demons are subject to us in Your name." 18 And He said to them, "I saw Satan fall like
lightning from heaven.
19 Behold, I give you the authority to trample on serpents and scorpions, and over all
the power of the enemy, and nothing shall by any means hurt you. 20 nevertheless do
not rejoice in this, that the spirits are subject to you, but rather rejoice because your
names are written in heaven."
14 Then shalt thou delight thyself in the YHWH; and I will cause thee to ride upon the
high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the
mouth of YHWH hath spoken it.
Now that, is “riding on the heights of the land” (Is.58:14), I rode on the high places of
the earth in the dream. I think that is what YHWH was revealing to me.
It also says that nothing by any means shall harm you and you have spiritual authority
over the enemy and all of his devices, not only that but the enemy has to FLEE from
you 7 ways. Halleluyah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#3 You will be “Feasting on the inheritance of your father Jacob.”
This is walking in that place of a child of promise, in a covenant spoken by YHWH
himself. To feast is an elaborate and usually abundant meal often accompanied by a
ceremony or it can also be some entertainment or something that gives unusual or
abundant enjoyment. Our delight is in Him and in turn He prepares a table for us, an
inheritance so rich and wonderful and more than enough. This is the life more
abundant that Yahshua promised us and the fullness of joy. It is the 100 fold blessing
and His fullness of blessing. Yahshua said in John 10:10 “The thief does not come
except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and
that they may have it more abundantly.”
John 15: 9 "As the Father loved Me, I also have loved you; abide in My love. 10 If you
keep My commandments, you will abide in My love, just as I have kept My Father's
commandments and abide in His love. 11 These things I have spoken to you, that My
joy may remain in you, and that your joy may be full
#4 Health and Healing comes from keeping the Sabbath Holy. Yahshua spoke to me
and said specifically that keeping of the Sabbath was the reason He had healed me.
Exodus 15:25-26 ThereYHWH made a decree and a law for them, and there he tested
them. 26 He said, "If you listen carefully to the voice of YHWH and do what is right in
his eyes, if you pay attention to his commands and keep all his decrees, I will not bring
on you any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians, for I am YHWH, who heals
Isaiah 58: 8 Then your light will break forth like the dawn, and your healing will quickly
appear; then your righteousness will go before you, and the glory of YHWH will be
your rear guard. 9 Then you will call, and YHWH will answer; you will cry for help, and
he will say: Here am I. "If you do away with the yoke of oppression, with the pointing
finger and malicious talk, 10 and if you spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry and
satisfy the needs of the oppressed, then your light will rise in the darkness, and your
night will become like the noonday. 11YHWH will guide you always; he will satisfy
your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a
well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail. 12 Your people will rebuild
the ancient ruins and will raise up the age-old foundations; you will be called Repairer
of Broken Walls, Restorer of Streets with Dwellings. 13 "If you keep your feet from
breaking the Sabbath and from doing as you please on my holy day, if you call the
Sabbath a delight and YHWH's holy day honorable, and if you honor it by not going
your own way and not doing as you please or speaking idle words, 14 then you will
find your joy in YHWH, and I will cause you to ride on the heights of the land and to
feast on the inheritance of your father Jacob." The mouth of YHWH has spoken.
My husband and I closed our Saturday (Sabbath) concession business to honor His
word to keep the Sabbath Holy. It was very hard on us financially as we were already
having difficulties economically. The manufacturing recession hit us hard with plant
closures in our town and my husband's job was suddenly gone. There weren't any
other jobs out there to be found either as the whole telecommunication industry was
affected. So it wasn't an easy decision to close the source of making ends meet, it
cost us something. But even Yahshua had to pay the price and we all have to count
the cost in some way or other. It cost YHWH the life of his only Son to save us. When
my husband and I paid the price, He knew we desired Him and His joy and delight,
more than mere earthly things.
We had to eventually declare bankruptcy with many others in our little town. We were
financially bankrupt but spiritually we were blessed, as we had found the truth of
obedience and the blessing of resting and meeting with YHWH on the day He had set
apart to be with us. Yahshua has restored us in every way now. I have been healed
and restored, my husband has a secure job now, and we have found great joy and
delight in being with Him on His special day. The spiritual authority and covenant of
YHWH is operating in our lives as it was intended to be.
YHWH declared his rest of Shabbat (Sabbath) from the day of creation as an
everlasting forever covenant. He confirms it through the word (Torah) to keep His
covenant forever as a sign between us and Him that we belong to Him, like our
wedding ring. And when we began keeping this covenant out of Love for our Abba
Father it manifested the covenant of healing brought by Yahshua‟s stripes. John 14:
21 Yahshua says "whoever has my commands and keeps them is the one who loves
me, and the one who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and
reveal myself to him."
We chose life and the blessing over the things of this world and that is what moved
YHWH's heart to hear our prayers and meet our needs in abundance. He then truly
began to reveal himself to us and showed us the path of healing and restoration
because of entering into His covenant with Him. We must choose life and the
blessing, or death and the curse, as it is clearly laid out in Deuteronomy 27 and 28. If
you haven't made it a conscious choice, without knowing it, you are probably walking
under the curse of disobedience. "Choose you this day" is what the Word says. Life is
all about choices, had I not made the right choices that lined up with YHWH's Word, I
would have many more years added onto the 13 and a half years of pain and
sickness, if I was even still on the planet. YHWH himself walked through the covenant
and expects us to choose to do so as well. It is a marriage vow to be His forever and
put on the wedding ring of keeping His Sabbath Holy. Abba Father, I choose life and
the blessing. I love you and want to delight in your presence on our special day
together, I want to remember the Sabbath and keep it Holy because you are Holy.
Isaiah 58 says that as we hold back our foot on the Sabbath Then we will find delight
in YHWH. And he will make us ride on the heights and feed us with our heritage from
Jacob (Ya'acov) for YHWH's mouth has said it.
Remember the blessing in Deuteronomy 28 that said:
1 "If you listen closely to what YHWH your Elohim says, observing and obeying all his
mitzvot (commands) which I am giving you today, YHWH your Elohim will raise you
high above all the nations on earth; 2 and all the following blessings will be yours in
abundance -if you will do what YHWH your Elohim says: 3 "A blessing on you in the
city, and a blessing on you in the countryside. 4 "A blessing on the fruit of your body,
the fruit of your land and the fruit of your livestock - the young of your cattle and
flocks. 5 "A blessing on your grain-basket and kneading-bowl. 6 "A blessing on you
when you go out, and a blessing on you when you come in. 7 "YHWH will cause your
enemies attacking you to be defeated before you; they will advance on you one way
and flee before you seven ways. 8 "YHWH will order a blessing to be with you in your
barns and in everything you undertake; he will bless you in the land YHWH your
Elohim is giving you. 9 "YHWH will establish you as a people separated out for
himself, as he has sworn to you - if you will observe the mitzvot (commands) of YHWH
your Elohim and follow his ways. 10 Then all the peoples on earth will see that
YHWH's name, his presence, is with you; so that they will be afraid of you. 11 "YHWH
will give you great abundance of good things - of the fruit of your body, the fruit of your
livestock and the fruit of your land in the land YHWH swore to your ancestors to give
you. 12 YHWH will open for you his good treasure, the sky, to give your land its rain at
the right seasons and to bless everything you undertake. You will lend to many
nations and not borrow; 13 YHWH will make you the head and not the tail; and you
will be only above, never below - if you will listen to, observe and obey the mitzvot of
YHWH your Elohim 14 and not turn away from any of the words I am ordering you
today, neither to the right nor to the left, to follow after other gods and serve them.
Keeping the Sabbath of the YHWH makes us “ride on the heights of the land” in
Isaiah 58 and in Deuteronomy 28 it says “YHWH your Elohim will raise you high
above all the nations on earth.” That is why in the dream I rose above everyone in the
room and flew with great shalom and joy. Rising above all sickness and disease and
casting down all fear and sin and doubt. There was now a blessing on the fruit of my
body. I was now bearing the fruit of Yahshua's redemption and healing and wholeness
through life and the blessing of keeping His instructions to enter into the Holy day of
YHWH and rest with Him in the perfect shalom of completeness. Well I did ride on the
heights. In my dream I flew. And when I awoke I was healed. I did delight in the Lord
and in Yahshua my healer. HalleluYah!!!!! I get excited again and again as I tell the
story of my healing, just remembering the agony I have been delivered from. I can
once again enjoy life, free of pain, and eat the foods I couldn't eat for many years. No
pizza or ice cream for 10 years was a hard sentence for me, but the pain and the loss
of living a normal life was a worse prison than I can tell you. But because of YHWH's
great love and mercy I am free. I glorify the one who deserves all of the Glory,
Yahshua ha Mashiach my King. HalleluYah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There was another confirmation of my healing being due to keeping the Sabbath of
YHWH. In fact the words the Lord spoke to me on the road to the doctors office, made
clear the words given to me 20 years before in a visitation I received at a camp
meeting held at Ruth Heflin's missionary camp in Virginia. I was taken to the throne in
the spirit during a three hour worship service and at that time I was told by Yahshua
that I would take the message of HIS REST to the nations. So now it all became clear.
His rest is the Sabbath, I thought it was some kind of prayer time or place to go to be
with YHWH at the time. I couldn't understand it when in actuality it was a place,
contained in the day of the Sabbath, to go be with Him. It was set apart for me to
fellowship with Him because the Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath.
Even though I read Hebrews over and over again about "entering into His rest that still
remains for us today, I still couldn't get it. It also said to "fear lest you not enter into it". I
just didn't understand that it was talking about the Sabbath rest, even though Hebrews
clearly says that there remains a Sabbath rest for YHWH's people, as I was never
taught about anything like that in my church.
When I found the truth of His Sabbath I found delighting in His day brings healing,
restoration, shalom, prosperity, blessing, completeness, and beyond. If you notice in
the gospels that Yahshua healed on the Sabbath repeatedly, and made it a point to
show that in the Sabbath is healing. It is YHWH's covenant of rest since creation and
it is our door to the full benefits of His Kingdom of Shalom thus Shabbat shalom. Why
do you think the Jews are so blessed financially? By keeping the covenant of Shabbat
they are blessed.
But is the Sabbath only for the Jews?
Here is the answer in Isaiah 56:
1.Here is what YHWH says: "Observe justice, do what is right, for my salvation is
close to coming, my righteousness to being revealed." 2 Happy is the person who
does this, anyone who grasps it firmly, who keeps Shabbat and does not profane it,
and keeps himself from doing any evil.
3 A foreigner joining YHWH should not say, "YHWH will separate me from his people";
likewise the eunuch should not say, "I am only a dried-up tree." 4 For here is what
YHWH says: "As for the eunuchs who keep my Shabbats, who choose what pleases
me and hold fast to my covenant: 5 in my house, within my walls, I will give them
power and a name greater than sons and daughters; I will give him an everlasting
name that will not be cut off. 6 "And the foreigners who join themselves to YHWH to
serve him, to love the name of YHWH, and to be his workers, all who keep Shabbat
and do not profane it, and hold fast to my covenant, 7 I will bring them to my holy
mountain and make them joyful in my house of prayer; their burnt offerings and
sacrifices will be accepted on my altar; for my house will be called a house of prayer
for all peoples." 8 YHWH ELOHIM says, he who gathers Isra'el's exiles: "There are yet
others I will gather, besides those gathered already."
And here is what it says in Exodus, Hebrews and Isaiah.
Ex 12:49 - One law shall be for the native-born and for the stranger who dwells among
“So there remains a Sabbath keeping for the people of YHWH.” Hebrews 4:9
Isaiah 11: 9 For the earth shall be full of the knowledge of YHWH as the waters cover
the sea. 10 "And in that day there shall be a Root of Jesse, Who shall stand as a
banner to the people; For the Gentiles shall seek Him, And His resting place shall be
To receive our healing we must go to Yahshua and cast our cares on Him, repent of
our sins, and walk in obedience to Him and all of His commands. In the beginning was
the word and that word was Yahshua, He is Torah so to obey Him we must obey
Torah (first 5 books of the Bible) because He himself taught and obeyed Torah. He
said if we love Him we will keep His commandments. They are His commands
(instructions) because He is The Word. We must also believe in our Messiah and that
through Him we are saved. We must also in the same measure believe we are healed.
Some people believe in their salvation but can't believe for healing, and they are one
in the same, bought and paid for by His blood. Trust me when you get free from all
sins of the past and present, you won‟t have to struggle with faith in Him. The peace
(shalom) that passes all understanding will keep your hearts and mind. You will know
the truth and the truth will set you free. All of the cares that choke out the truth of the
Word will be cast upon Him because you know that He cares for you. Freedom from
captivity brings you to a place of trust that casts out all doubts, and fear is cast out by
His perfect love.
After my healing miracle Yahshua began to pour out His spirit on me to write music
and I could actually play my guitar correctly after many years. I so desired to worship
YHWH when I was sick, that I would tune my guitar so low until the strings were very
loose and easier to play. I couldn't play long and it was very painful, and not very
pretty, but it was another one of my sacrifices of praise. Now healing flows from the
music Yahshua gives to me and people have been healed, delivered of fear, and set
free from unclean spirits. I tell everyone that I don't have any talent or ability; I only
have His presence through the life and the blessing of walking in His instructions.
From the sweetness of the fruit of His essence flow His blessings. Without His
presence I honestly cannot do anything, including walking in full healing. My ministry
is obedience. I just do what I see Him do and sing what I hear Him sing. Yes I have
heard Him sing. Many of the songs he has given to me have come in a dream. I am
nothing more than a radio for Yahshua. After the pain was gone from my body, I still
needed some restoration and the new body I had asked YHWH for so many times.
The arthritis of the spine had shrunk me to 5'1 and I had a bump on the base of my
neck that stuck out. We had a service at our community where we were called to the
front for prayer, and while being prayed for at the altar, I felt YHWH reach down and
take a hold of each end of me and stretch me. My husband thought I was crazy when I
said I just got stretched and I know I am taller now. But when we got home I made him
measure me. I was 5' 2 1/4" inches. Since I was 15 years old my height was 5' 1 3/4"
tall, but due to the arthritis in my spine, I had shrunk to 5' 1”. Now miraculously the
bump on my neck was gone and I was a full 1/2" taller than I ever had been in my life.
And 1 and 1/4" inches taller than I was that morning. Yahshua did such a complete
work. I praise Him for full restoration of my body, soul, spirit, and mind. I had another
restoration that happened, but I‟m not sure exactly when during this time. I knew since
my healing, I was reading again and hadn't been able to do that very easily for years
as I had double vision. I had forgotten about my eyes, but knew I was reading more of
the Word like I used to. Then we went to Sedona for a vacation. There was a
subdivision we always passed that had a sign out front that I never could read
correctly due to the double vision. My husband and I always laughed when we passed
by because I thought it said Mystic Chills as this is how it looked to me (mysticchills).
This time when I saw the sign I could see it clearly, and I said, "Mystic Hills"! I began
to shout and praise Him and cry. He had restored my sight and healed my eyes and I
didn't even realize it until that moment. HalleluYah!! Thanks be to my Mighty Elohim
who finishes all that He begins and He is able to complete every work that He begins.
All we have to do is line up with Him and His covenant. Remember what it says in
Deuteronomy28: 13
“YHWH will make you the head and not the tail; and you will be only above, never
below - if you will listen to, observe and obey the commands of YHWH your Elohim 14
and not turn away from any of the words I am ordering you today, neither to the right
nor to the left, to follow after other gods and serve them.” All we have to do is listen,
obey and don't turn to the right or the left as when we do we will end up serving other
gods or idols (choosing death and the curse). Obedience to the commands isn‟t
legalism; they are instructions of protection for YHWH's children. Don't you tell your
children to not touch a hot stove or play in the street or they will get hurt? There is
freedom in the territory of the Kingdom of YHWH to be safe and healthy and blessed.
This is what all parents want for their children, and so does YHWH.
If all of this sounds really far out remember we have a really far out awesome Elohim.
He can do anything! The Bible isn't a book of just the past, but also the present and
the future. Our YHWH is the same yesterday, today and forever. The same
miraculous, signs & wonders and giver of dreams He has always been.
His Sabbath began on the 7th day of the first week of the creation of this world and
mankind. YHWH said it was a perpetual commandment unto all generations, and that
means forever. It has never changed because he never changes. It is the spirit of anti-
messiah in the Word that tries to change the days and times and even seasons
(Daniel 7:25). Sabbath remains for us on the 7th day otherwise known as saturday.
Our healing Savior rewards those who seek Him. Yahshua is alive and well today and
He wants to heal you. Cry out to him in repentance and choose life and the blessing
so you can ride on the heights of the land and bring forth the fruit of your body of
Yahshua's redemption and healing and His mighty deliverance of setting the captives
free. I am free; I pray you will be also. Once you are free please remember that you
must stand against the powerless enemy and keep him as the liar under your feet. We
can be made sick by deception. The enemy may try to get you to take back the
sickness or pain again.
Remember! Nahum 1:9 says
“Affliction shall not rise up the second time.”
Raise up the matza (Yahshua is the bread that came down from Heaven) of
communion (fellowship restored with the Abba) and declare “my YHWH says I am
healed and He can't lie, Satan is the liar and I declare I am healed in Yahshua's Holy
Don’t be Deceived! I want to give you an example of "death by deception" that
happened to me TWICE. You'd think I would have learned the first time. But you can
be deceived into believing the lies of the enemy unto an untimely death and the
deception can be that you are sick as well.
The enemy tried to steal my daughter when she was 16. She was taken in an
ambulance to the hospital and had no vital signs so they were going to put her on life
support. She was blue and her temperature was 80 something I was told it was that of
a dead person. She had no blood pressure or heart beat and was cold.
Then again several years later during my granddaughter's birth, the babies heart
stopped and she was dead about 30 minutes in the womb.
Both had died an untimely death. Both times, I cried out to YHWH and begged Him in
the name of Yahshua to heal them, and nothing happened. They remained dead. But
in both instances when I exposed the liar and the deceiver and declared that he had no
authority over their lives and commanded him to loose them and let them go, they
came back to life. Both were fully restored with no damage to brains or organs!!!!
Don't let the enemy deceive you into accepting sickness or even death especially if
you are walking in YHWH's commandments. Be sure to repent of your sins known and
unknown and then take authority over the enemy and resist him and tell him to leave
by the authority given to us by Yahshua and His Holy Name. Do not be deceived, but
choose life and declare it, restoration is yours. Trust YHWH more than you trust
sickness, death, the doctors word curses, or the problem, and fight for what is yours. If
you don't have any strength to fight, get someone to pray for you, but you continue to
repent and begin to do the Word and keep His commands. Take Communion daily
and repent daily and Yahshua will stand in the gap with you. He is ever interceding
through His covenant cut with His own flesh and blood. Right after I was healed,
people who knew me didn't even recognize me. They would say “do I know you?"
Even a friend of 15 years stood face to face with me and didn't recognize me. That is
true restoration. YHWH has brought me total restoration and transformation and I give
Him all the praise and glory as my Savior and my King.
I pray in the name of Yahshua that YHWH will give you a revelation of His truth, bring
you to a place of true repentance, and complete you in His deliverance, healing and
restoration paid for by the blood of His Son. I declare your sins are forgiven by the
blood of Yahshua. May your entire body be restored and health and strength be
returned to you. May your joy be full and the shalom that passes all understanding
remain and dwell in you.
May YHWH bless and keep you. May YHWH make His face shine on you and show
you His favor. May YHWH lift up His face toward you and give you, Shalom. In this
way may the name of YHWH be put on you so He will bless you. (Numbers 6:24-27)
LeChiam (to Life) in the name of Yahshua, Amen.